There is no question of God forgiving you; because God never judged you.
- Sri Bhagavan
God is how U create your God. He already exists, but the way He responds... depends on U. He is just a witness in your life. If u need his help, u must learn to understand Him & His Ways. If u assume that He judges u, punishes u, that’s your mistake or in other words... your creation of Him. God by Himself is non-judgemental & His purpose is to help you live, grow & enjoy life & finally evolve spiritually.